5.11.2011

What We Need is Here

What We Need is Here
by Wendell Berry

Geese appear high over us,
pass, and the sky closes. Abandon,
as in love or sleep, holds
them to their way, clear
in the ancient faith: what we need
is here. And we pray, not
for new earth or heaven, but to be
quiet in heart, and in eye,
clear. What we need is here.

5.02.2011

Spirituality in Student Leadership

I thought I would post this article I wrote awhile back on the ol' blog. It was published on the ACSD website, but if you're not a member, you can't read it. So for all of you (i.e. my family) who want to read it, here it is:

Integrating Spirituality in Student Leadership Involvement

Koinonia - Winter 2011 Issue
  • Apr 26, 2011
  • Andrew Lehr

Student leadership positions are not new aspects of higher education. For years, students have been given opportunities to lead their college campuses in various capacities; however, little attention has been paid to the spiritual implications and opportunities for student growth within these roles. As other trends within higher education rise, the need for leaders with spiritual wisdom becomes more important in higher education, and the process begins with our students (Astin, 2000). The rising trend of influencing and addressing spiritual development in student leadership positions encourages students to not only grow deeper in their relationship with their respective faith, but also to grow more holistically as humans.

Historically, the term “spirituality” has been ill-defined. Due to the ambiguous nature of this idea, there is no consensus regarding definitions for this term. This must be accounted for when considering spirituality in student leadership. So, as not to limit the amount of research considered or the thoughts involved in this idea, its definition remains broad to include multiple ideas. According to the literature, spirituality, or “faith development” as Love (2005) calls it, can be defined as the process of developing meaning-making in the world not limited to a single religion or faith (Gehrke, 2008; Love, 2005). It is a universal need for all students to implement into their lives (Gehrke, 2008). It promotes the interconnectedness of thinking, and weaves together action and belief (Garber, 1996; Love, 2001). Spirituality, then, is not limited to a specific faith or religion, but is the idea that each person is spiritual and has the capacity to grow spiritually over the course of their lifetime, especially during their college years. Love notes that this development “lies beyond the range of ordinary perception and experience and thus is ultimately unknowable, and it remains within us and the particulars of our experience” (Love, 2001, p.8).

In the same way, leadership has been difficult to define. Prior to approximately the last twenty years, leadership had been limited to the industrial, managerial realm until the emergence of the idea of transformational leadership. Burns (1982), in his bookLeadership, describes leadership as “a relationship of mutual stimulation and elevation that converts followers into leaders and may convert leaders into moral agents” (p.4). Leadership, then, took on a moral emphasis opposed to simply a power-wielding position. In an effort to define it more specifically in higher education, a leadership model of social change emerged, in which students go through “a purposeful, collaborative, values-based process that results in positive social change” (Komives, Wagner, & Associates, 2009, p. xii). Leadership, then, is not limited to a specific type of position, but refers to a holistic process that occurs in a variety of campus leadership positions.

In 2009, Haber and Komives conducted research on the roles of students in leadership and involvement experiences, focusing on their development as leaders in relation to social change (Haber & Komives, 2009). Interestingly, much of their research uncovered the differences between genders in leadership. Men were less intentional about seeking out leadership opportunities, including community service and leadership opportunities, while women actively sought these out (Haber & Komives, 2009). For both sexes, formal leadership training proved not to be a significant factor (Haber & Komives, 2009). In another study, researchers found that faculty involvement, mentoring, and community service contributed significantly to students’ development. Additionally, this study indicated that the most significant factor in student leadership development is peer-to-peer conversations regarding socio-cultural issues (Dugan & Komives, 2010).

On the other end of the spectrum, spiritual development continues to become more integrated with holistic learning in the university. Spiritual searching for fulfillment can be evidenced through increased involvement in service-learning initiatives, the new age movement, attraction to cultic religions, and the servant-leadership model (Love & Talbot, 1999). Through these avenues, students made it clear that they are spiritual beings in need of development in that aspect of their lives as well.

The Social Change model of leadership provides an example of a leadership framework that incorporates spiritual development into its structure. Originally developed in the early 90’s, the Social Change model sough to emphasize the idea of leadership as a process which enhances students’ self-knowledge and leadership competence, as well as creating positive social change in the community (Astin & Astin, 1996). This model accommodates for students who hold non-traditional leadership roles, a unique contribution to the realm of leadership. Students operating in this model hope to gain critical values such as (but not limited to) consciousness of self, congruence, collaboration, and citizenship. While this model emphasizes growth within the group or organization, it also encourages individual growth, recognizing that leadership is more than just holding a position. Students grow more when they are encouraged to develop as whole persons, not just as position-holders. Yasuno states, more leadership models are emphasizing “leadership as a relationship” (Yasuno, 2008, p. 3).

This model quickly found its way into college student development circles and is built upon previous ideas. Experts such as Palmer describe leadership as a spiritual practice in which not only the leader engages with spirituality, but so do those whom are led (Palmer, 1994). These leadership models emphasize non-hierarchical leaders that seek to collaborate with their fellow peers rather than trying to tyrannically rule over them. This aspect alone changes leadership from formal position holding to those who would effect positive social change (Astin & Astin, 1996; Yasuno, 2008). Such an emphasis leads to the connection to spirituality in which students lead from a place of inner strength rather than outer appearance or position (Yasuno, 2008).

Students operating in non-hierarchical leadership models awaken to spirituality in positive ways that develop both their spiritual lives and leadership competence (Outcalt, Faris, & McMahon, 2001). In a case study done by Outcalt, Faris & McMahon (2001), a student in a leadership position found that her ability to lead her peers in her program enabled her to reach deeper into her own spiritual life. She reported that her leadership experience taught her that she could lead simply by being her own person, and “living out [her] faith in such a tangible way gave [her] a sense of purpose and direction” (Outcalt, Faris, & McMahon, 2001, p. 136). Students in leadership positions, particularly non-hierarchical models, are able to fully understand and claim their gifts and passions and simultaneously foster their spiritual development (Outcalt, Faris, & McMahon, 2001). Outcalt, Faris, and McMahon (2001) also highlight the idea that leadership requires personal congruence since leadership “emanates from an integrative, holistic spirituality based on service with and for others” (p. 131). The connection, therefore, between leadership and spirituality is crucial for the students’ leadership development and personal development (Outcalt, Faris, & McMahon, 2001).

Susan Gehrke (2008) became one of the first to study the correlation between spirituality and leadership development. Each of her measures between the two ended in a positive correlation, illustrating the positive connection between spirituality and leadership, even if some were very weak (Gehrke, 2008). The strongest connection exists between “aspects of equanimity and components of socially responsible leadership” (Gehrke, 355, 2008). Equanimity signifies a mental evenness especially under stress. Gehrke says it is a sense of connection with humanity and the ability to make meaning out of hardships, a point of connection with the social change model of leadership (Gehrke, 2008). Equanimity closely resembles elements of leadership including citizenship, inner congruence, and self-awareness (Gehrke, 2008). Students in leadership also wrestle with developing a meaningful philosophy of life, something that extends far beyond the bounds of leadership itself and incorporates the whole person as a spiritual being (Gehrke, 2008). In their research on spirituality in higher education, Astin, Astin and Lindholm (2010) found that providing opportunities for students to grow spiritually not only positively affects their leadership skills, but academic performance, self-confidence, psychological health, and overall college experience. These findings were similar to those of Gehrke’s.

Extracurricular leadership experiences have a high correlation to spiritual growth for students. Spiritual growth can occur when organizations incorporate clarifying values and goals into their planning (Capeheart-Meningall, 2005). As such, these organizations will aid students in recognizing the values and beliefs that shape their actions (Capeheart-Meningall, 2005). For example, in a case study done within a Christian student organization, Magolda and Ebben (2006) discovered that students who were attending the organization’s events were able to grow despite various differences in lifestyles and personalities. The particular organization provided several layers of involvement for students to enhance their learning experiences, challenging them in their abilities to “work collaboratively with their peers, define their own beliefs, and develop leadership skills” (Magolda & Ebbens, 2006, p. 292). While the organization itself is spiritual in nature, the developments that take place within such an organization also allow for leadership developments. These implications not only hold weight in faith-based institutions, but secular institutions as well (Magolda & Ebbens, 2006). Students in extracurricular positions, including those in leadership, may be using these positions to develop spiritual meaning as well (Love, 2001). Astin and Astin (2000) concur, saying that giving students opportunities to tie their spirituality, as well as other vectors of their lives, into their leadership positions allows for students to “practice commitment to developing shared purposes, develop competence in effecting a division of labor, and be challenged to interact authentically and with integrity as they learn to reconcile disagreements with respect” (p. 53).

While the focus of this research points toward students, this trend has implications for student development professionals as well. Potentially most important is the need for student development professionals to model these behaviors (Astin, 1996). Rogers and Dantely (2001) argue that student development professionals must model spiritual growth in their leadership and invite fellow faculty and students to journey alongside them in their search for spiritual fulfillment. Palmer (1994) advocates for professionals demonstrating these attributes because we “project” either a spirit of light or darkness on the world through our leadership (p. 24). If leaders are projecting their spiritual lives on the world around them, then they must take care to project the correct light, and not shadow (Palmer, 1994). In the same way, Palmer (1994) describes our spiritual development as essentially a personal matter, but not necessarily a “private matter” (p. 38). Our development cannot be left alone to ourselves. The more willing leaders are to show their spiritual developments, the more students can be transparent in their own spiritual development. If we are to emphasize whole-person growth in students, we must be willing to show our own holistic growth in our interactions with colleagues, peers and students (Rogers & Dantely, 2001). By doing so, we co-create a holistic environment alongside students when we use our leadership to model our spiritual lives (Palmer, 1994).

The literature, although not extensive, indicates that an emphasis on the connection between leadership and spirituality can help nurture holistic growth in students. Not only does this imply the need to address spirituality in leadership, but it also implies the growing need for colleges to address the issue of spirituality both in and out of the classroom. Not only does addressing spirituality in leadership roles help students develop a greater understanding of social change and action, but it encourages empathy, equanimity, and camaraderie. For student development professionals, addressing and modeling spirituality with student leaders can lead to deeper growth within students and encourage connectedness in their lives. More than that, as Palmer (1994) says, “we can lead, instead, from an inner place of trust and hope, thus creating a world that is more hopeful and more trustworthy” (p. 40). Leadership, then, not only can benefit greatly from our inner spiritual lives and our students’ lives, but the world can as well.

Andrew Lehr serves as a Graduate Assistant for Student Programs at Taylor University, located in Upland, Indiana.

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4.07.2011

Snapshots

I just posted my engagement story below, so be sure to read that first as it will explain a large chunk of these next posts.

I haven't had a lot of time to post this year (or desire when I write a lot for my classes anyway) but I felt the calling to blog to the great unknowing internet again tonight. Instead of writing a long-winded post about my thoughts on my fiancée, light & darkness, Dearborn, MAHE, and more, I thought I'd just post some snapshots of my life lately.
  • Maria and I are engaged. It's been incredible. Here are some of our engagement pictures taken by my future sister-in-law!
  • I just started on my thesis that will consume the rest of my MAHE career.
  • ManChurch, our annual Men's Ministry event, went incredibly well and I was super proud.
  • I traveled to Dearborn, MI, with a team of 13 others for Spring Break to minister to the Muslim population there. It was an incredible learning experience.
  • Light drives out all darkness.
  • I really like Sufjan Stevens now. I know, it took me awhile.
  • Some music I'm listening to: Matthew and the Atlas, Laura Marling, The Head and the Heart, William Fitzsimmons, and The National.
  • "If you don't feel passionate, be faithful." - Tim Herrmann
  • The Civil Wars are great live. Maria and I stole away for a concert down in Cincinnati last week and it was incredible. Here's a taste and my new favorite song by them.

I'm Engaged!

So I realize that I haven't posted Maria and I engagement's story! I apologize (Mom and Dad). Here is an account of the proposal and ensuing engagement:

As Maria traveled halfway around the world to Jordan and Israel on January 8th, 2011, she opened a letter Andrew had given to her before he left for Philadelphia a few days earlier. Inside was the beginning of what would be twenty other letters, each with a special message. Each letter was a mark on the timeline of their relationship, reaching back to when they first met, their first date, the first time Andrew said "I love you". Andrew, very pleased by his work, called this their "Timeline of Love". Each day while they were apart, Maria opened a new letter to find a new mark on the timeline all thanks to Dr. Kevin Diller who so cleverly delivered Andrew's letters while in Jordan, and to Scott and Jenny who delivered them upon her return.

Maria, expecting Andrew to arrive back in Indiana later in January, was anxious to get back to Taylor and tie a yellow ribbon around a tree while she waited for Andrew to get home. Unbeknownst to Maria, Andrew booked his flight a few days earlier than he had originally told her to surprise her. Originally planning on flying back on the 26th, Andrew was waylaid due to an intense snowstorm that nailed Philly. Thanks to Travis Yoder and some quick planning and lots of prayers, Andrew was able to fly back on the 27th.

Maria arrived back to Taylor on the evening of the 27th. Her parents and sister took Maria out to dinner at Cracker Barrel and Scott continued to order catfish while stalling for Andrew to get back. In the meantime, Andrew and his parents were frantically making their way up I-69 to reach Taylor. They went to the Upland Bridge, a special place for the couple, and set up several tea lights in the lightly falling snow.

On their way back from dinner, Maria's family dropped her off by the bridge and told her someone was waiting for her. As she exited the car, she saw Andrew standing on top of the bridge. The two embraced for the first time in a long time, thrilled to see each other again. Andrew gave Maria the last of her letters, including one more to make up for the day he had missed due to the snowstorm. After reading a section from "The Little Prince" and some Scripture, Andrew got down on one knee.

She said yes.

9.20.2010

Presence

Once again, it has been quite a long time since I last updated this site. I can't believe that I'm actually writing again simply because I've been paralyzed not by the length of time it has been since my last post, but by the sheer amount of things that I have learned in the past few months that I could write about in this little corner of the inter-webs. For those of you who don't know, I just started my first semester of grad school back here at Taylor in the Masters of Higher Ed program. It has been kind of a whirlwind of retreats (which Christians apparently love more than any other people group in the world), classes, spontaneous time with my girlfriend (who is also in the program) and time on the job. Needless to say, I have been a fair bit busier than I expected when I first came into the program.

As I said earlier, it has been hard to determine what to write about as I felt like I've learned a good deal in my short time here. MAHE has given me a great deal to process, not to mention my assistantship or let alone this past summer. Up until now, I've not really been ready to write on any of these things because they are so deeply personal or because they are full of half-thoughts that would be very confusing for you to read (much like most of my thoughts - my apologies). However, tonight I had dinner with one of the missionaries I got to know while I spent some time in Southeast Asia and it reminded me of my experience and caused me to reflect a bit on my experience there and what I've learned from it.

While I was in SE Asia, I was hit by the impact of a person's presence. The people we met there were so great at sitting and chatting with any of us and taking time out of their busy days to just be with us. That lesson hit me hard as I came back to the States and had to readjust to our fast-paced culture once again. I thought I was doing pretty well at making time for my friends or taking life slow. When I thought more about this, I realized that I was wrong. I have been doing a terrible job at slowing down enough to be able to stop and have a conversation with someone. I've forgotten to be fully present.

In a time in my life when I'm trying to figure out what I'm actually doing with my life, it is easy for me to forget to care enough to stop and relax. I want to soak in the short moments I have during my grad program and allow for God to speak in ways that I don't hear as easily when I'm moving too fast. If I am to be involved with student development, then I need to be more aware of opportunities to invest in others even when it seems inconvenient for me.

3.22.2010

Story

I've been doing a lot of thinking about 'story' lately.

I distinctly recall moving in my freshmen year, especially since I moved in on my birthday and was almost dubbed "birthday guy" by my PA, who coincidentally, is now one of my best friends. Maybe because he didn't nickname me that. Fast-forward four years and here I sit, a lame duck of a PA, wishing I could join the circus until I go to grad school. Time, you fickle mistress, you have betrayed me.

As I think about what I will be leaving behind on my floor or on campus in general, the realization sets in that I will be very quickly forgotten, even while I'm still at Taylor. Despite my reign as PA on my floor for the past couple of years or any of the other leadership positions I've been in, I'll be forgotten soon enough. More leaders will come. Four more years from now, no one will remember who Andrew Lehr was or what he did. My story here is quickly ending. I know that I have learned so much from my time here on my floor and gained more than I can ever give back, and I struggle to sum it up in words.

I don't want to.

If I had to put all of my lessons learned into words, into some tangible form of media, a few things might happen: you might stop reading (i'm surprised you made it this far), you might fall asleep, my fingers might collapse, or I would give up. It's just not worth it. But I want to tell my story so desperately because my story is linked within God's story. His story has interwoven itself in mine, encompassed mine, and has given meaning to my story.

I just finished reading John Steinbeck's The Red Pony, about a boy's journey to maturity through a series of difficult life circumstances that come his way. I'm reminded of what the boy's grandfather tells him at one point,

"I tell those old stories, but they're not what I want to tell.
I only know how I want people to feel when I tell them."

I know that my story has significance to me. It has significance to those close to me. It has significance to God. But my story is not what's important. People will get tired of my talking about how much I love my friends and family. People will stop wanting to hear the story about the worst pick-a-date ever. People don't care that I ate so many banana crepes that I puked. People don't care that I did a whole bunch of things.

What's important is what people feel when I tell those stories. It's what I wanted those people to feel while my story was being written. It's what I want people to feel when they hear about my story. It's what I want people to feel when they hear God's story. My story, while important, finds its purpose in the feeling those who hear get in their chest when they hear it. It's just a matter of living in a way that makes that feeling a good feeling.

3.19.2010

What? I have a blog?

Why hello blogosphere! It's been awhile hasn't it? I don't really know why I'm updating this because I think my mom and dad are the only people who actually read this, but I felt the urge to write today. Ergo, here I am.

Looking back, it seems that the summer was the last time I posted here, aside from relaying my roommate's Mario poem to you, so there's quite a lot to catch up on. Here are the most important things (in no particular order of importance):

  • I started to date the most amazing girl in the world, Maria Tsuleff. She's pretty incredible. She knows more about history than I know about Power Rangers (which is quite a lot), she's got the most incredible heart for the Lord, and I can't believe she's dating me. For the record, it's a pretty cool thing when you start to date your best friend. The feeling is quite unmatched. I could go on and on, but you would just say, "Andrew, we know. Shut up about it already" like my roommate does.
  • I was accepted (and so was Maria) into Taylor's Masters of Arts in Higher Ed program for this next fall! It has been quite the ride deciding about which path to pursue as far as further education, but I'm pumped that the Lord has led me back to this place for the next two years and I can't wait to see what He will do in my life. I've also been hired as the Student Programs graduate assistant, which was my top pick and I cannot wait.*
  • PA things are going incredibly well. I couldn't have asked for a better floor to have my senior year of college. It will be hard to leave. But it makes it all the sweeter knowing that I'm going to be working in student development in the future when I have times like this to look forward to later down the road.
  • I finally own a Snuggie.
  • I joined Men's Ministry this year and it has been a great experience. The guys I work with are great and I'm glad I've gotten to know them this year. What's even better is that I might be able to help out with it even next year!
  • I've been invited to 6 weddings so far. Holy. Crap.
  • I've joined a Fantasy Baseball league for the first time. I'm planning on getting some help from friends like Dauthan and Yoder to pull me through. But I'm excited.
  • Did I mention Maria and I started dating?
All things considered, God has really done some amazing things in my life this past year so far. Although I've basically bragged about how great my life is right now, there definitely have been some challenges too, but God has shown his faithfulness so readily to me this year. And don't worry, hopefully I'll write more insightful things as time goes and the semester draws closer to an end, especially as I reflect on my undergrad experience in sum.

*I've decided to drop of out school until next fall and join the circus as a lion tamer (except I'll come back to go to my Challenge/Ropes Course class because its kind of like training for the circus) because I'm just so excited.